Hi, guys!
Last week, everything went wrong again. It's terribly dark outside, and whether I like it or not (I don't), it spoils my mood and makes me even more depressed, and I don't want to walk the dogs in the dark or do anything at all. We didn't go for a walk today. We did go for a walk yesterday, and as a result, I couldn't do anything for the rest of the day. When we came home, I lay down on the bed and couldn't get up from it anymore.
As a result, we lost a whole day that we could have worked. Today, we'll do it differently, work first, and then think about whether to go for a walk. I need to write a detailed outline of my novel, and I'll start doing it today. Even if I don't write it completely, but just start, that will be very good.
In fact, I have almost no energy for anything and I want to spend the whole day in bed again, but I can't go on like this. I have spent a lot of energy to start functioning again and it would be a mistake to break down again now.
So I will work as much as I can, even if I do very little, I will still move forward. And after that I will rest and recuperate. Today my task is to start writing a plan, and it must be completed. We will move forward according to the plan.
Have a great day everyone!
