Hi, guys!
So, yesterday I was finally admitted to the hospital. I was very worried, but in principle I worried in vain, it turned out that the conditions here are quite decent, in some ways I even liked it here. I am alone in the ward, as I wanted, and I hope that it will be like this until the very end of the treatment.
So far, my treatment has not really started. I told the doctor that I have not slept normally for over a month, but apparently I have not been able to convey this to her properly, because so far they have not given me any pills that would allow me to sleep normally. I did not sleep last night either. Now the whole department is still sleeping, and I am already writing this post.
The food here is a little better than in the hospitals where I was before, but I will still have to order something else, because otherwise I will simply die of hunger, because I simply cannot eat pearl barley porridge all the time. To be honest, I cannot eat it at all, it is some kind of food for parrots, but definitely not for humans. So today I'm going to look for a way to order myself a decent meal, otherwise my ulcer might get worse.
I'm probably here for at least two weeks. I certainly don't want to be here that long, but it doesn't look like I have any other choice. It'll take a long time to recover, especially considering that I've been in a state that I need to be pulled out of for over five months now. So I'll have to pull myself together and be patient, a few weeks is not that long and not that big a price to pay to feel healthy again. I hope I can do it.
I don't know yet if I'll be able to study. I haven't found a single table here where I can study, and that makes it difficult for me. But whoever wants to will find a way, so maybe I'll find a way, but first I need to start sleeping normally, because right now I just don't understand what kind of studying I can do.
Have a great day everyone!
