8/27
Sunday
Psalm 27:7
Hear, O'Lord, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
I like that verse for a Sunday. I'm starting to get a lot of sexual memories from my childhood back. Also, the first memory I have about hanging myself. It was from the chimney on the roof. I don't know what's made me sad all my life or when I became sad all I know is I've always been sad. No rhyme or reason. Just Sad. Worse in the winter when I get S.A.D. on top of my depression. It explains why I turn to drugs when I don't have God or a woman or God and a woman in my life. From now on I will always have God as my support system. I will always have his word to turn to as well.
8/28
Monday
Mark 12:27
He is not the God of the dead, but the God of the living: ye therefore do greatly err.
That's what Jesus said. The Bible implies Jesus was a great warrior as well as our savior. Like Spartacus without being a slave. He was born the savior and the apostles only wrote about his miracles and sacrifice. Not about before he went into hiding like the rest of the 12 knights of the Round Table. Some were inspired in different ways and again translated in a different way in the NIV.