admit who you are makes you love yourself more

I am stubborn, I need to always have the control to feel good, I am a jealous rampant, analyzed so much that I can hurt myself in a matter of seconds, possessive, impulsive, hysterical, expressive without limitation with my gestures, sincere without measuring what I say or can hurt saying it, and distrustful, I take away from everything that I feel may be a danger or make me feel suspicious that you do not want to stay here, I changed you because I already wanted my way, in many aspects I just gave you loneliness, in almost nothing we are in agreement, we are like oil and water, we fight for everything, and I am unbearably capricious ... Today I want to tell you all my negative points because I understand that to love someone you must love their darkness to be able to turn on lights, I do not lie to you I am a chaos , an unbearable chaos but today I just wanted you to know that you accepted neither negative side and it gives me peace to have you to tell you that ... You are the reason that makes me write when I'm sad and when I'm happy, you're e So I'm out of a circle of endless darkness, you came in times of loneliness and agony, you give me joy, your stormy discussion and agony, I do not want to see you ever leave, even with my shortcomings I promise you happy things that with Annoyances are not worth anything, I also know that lies to not hurt me even when it hurts me even more, I know we are wrong, I know I am very afraid and afraid of you but for some reason I do not want to move from your side, to know of you, of kissing you, making love to you, of touching you ... I love you in a thousand ways, I love you now, I love you later and I love you always for me, I adore you because you became my adoration and I love you for what you are and we have built, because I do not allow myself or want to be without you.
Loving you is one of my most beautiful pleasures.
Nice night sir.