Many people unknowingly forget about a truly meaningful purpose in the first place, especially after so many rewards and upvotes. Because the things that were familiar before don't add much value to them, and become complacent or frustrated when they no longer receive good votes.
I used to be like that too, and I went back to the question I was asking at the beginning of it "why choose Hive" and I realized that losing myself is a dangerous thing. I am an individual with a personality that is different from the majority of the crowd and I am proud of it. It may not help someone learn something new, but if it makes someone question themselves as they read my content, that's fine.
Sometimes in life also need to learn to be a little less serious, stop loading information a bit, slow down and observe the world more, they will receive an unexpected gift that only they can feel.