Don't let others break you with their broken pieces. If they aren't offering up the sustainable support network that you need and it is dragging you down than you gotta cut it. If this man was your sister what type of "suck it up buttercup" straight talk would you be feeding her? Why is his crazy any different? Gotta talk about shit in a relationship, you gotta ask questions and be heard.
You are a strong willed independent woman and if your voice, feelings, thoughts aren't heard and considered it is going to drive you nuts. Do you want to feel nuts all the time? Doubt it.
It has just been argument after argument. I don't know if it is dragging me down, but I feel humiliated for the number of times he has been walking away and I had to run after him. I can't do this shit anymore, I am too old for it.
I am much less strong than you think, but I am feeling nuts and it is hard to cut this shit out.