Well, it is kind of funny or may be ironic. I will let you be the judge.
Yesterday, someone asked to buy her lunch, because she did not have money to afford a meal. Let us not judge her, I would say, I did not or do not know her, I did not care. I thought she needed help, and I need some good luck too. I was trying to bribe my bad lucks out I guess.
Anyway, so I gave her $10, IDK what I was expecting for her, I mean honestly I did not expect anything from her. But then the universe spoke to me, she said " It is not enough".
I wonder why to even try, it is never going to be enough anyway.
I read a story about Robert Bruce, I think I got the name of the Scottish king right, who was inspired by a spider in a cave? I was inspired by him, I guess I do not want to quit, but then when I stand in front of mirror, all I see is failure in certain areas, I wonder , may be I should just stop trying.
BTW it is not about the thing I just said, the point being, you can do whatever you want for someone and then still feel like this. Remember the movie 7lbs? How Smith first made sure the people are worthy of his organs? I understand why he did it, you better understand that too.