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If you tuned into my first post then you should be all caught up on my life up til now...time to continue....so yea the BIG C....Cancer....i hate iiiitttttttt
After my mom passed I struggled baddddd....and when I looked up there were certain ppl there. People who I expected to be there and were actually present and of course ppl I expected to be there that weren’t..but that’s okay. If there is one life lesson I learned in 2019 it was to expect nothing from nobody. Do not, I repeat DO NOT put anything past anyone. You will end up being the only person compromised in the situation. Something like this happened to me....when I put my guard down and was the most vulnerable. You know that saying “family over everything”. I do not live by that...and for good reason.
The beginning of this year I was warned by my cousin that my uncle may try and sell my house. The house that me and mother have lived in our entire lives and the house my uncle moved out of a long time ago.
Anyyywhooo, I didn’t want to believe it or hear it. I was thinking “I just lost my mom no way he would ever do that”...so the thought of my uncle trying to convince me I just couldn’t wrap my head around so I just let it go....
Three months into the new year...three months of me trying to live my life after my mother....three months of straight horror...... that uncle I was warned about called me saying he wanted to sell...
Now at the time I thought this was the worst thing that could’ve happened. But sitting here now typing this, looking back on my life and seeing how far I have come I know that was a blessing in disguise. Since then I have been able to tour some amazing apartments, I know my mother would love and approve of.
I’ll be back soon. Hopefully my next post I’ll be writing from the comforts of my own balcony overlooking the city instead of in a cramped room my amazing friend let me stay in. (shoutout to her without her idk where I would be)
PS- the goal was to be moved into my new space before 12/31/2019...think I can do it??