WTH am I doing with myself???

in #bitmessage8 years ago (edited)


I Ching: 48 - The Well

Basically, the law of marginal utility.

Address first what is most pressing, and then progressively as resources permit, to build capital at the foundation, whereupon you may progressively build.

  1. I need a solution to my housing situation.
    I am paying 250BGN/month, the hot water system does not work, there is no washing machine, I have no bed linen, my computer workstation is a couch with a board instead of a cushion, and a coffee table instead of a desk. I only even have a hotplate to cook with because I bought one. A washing machine was outside my budget, and yes, I made very bad judgement ploughing too much into speculative gains with bitcoin. Hence I have not accumulated sufficient basic necessities. This is a constant distraction and frustration. I live too far from the centre of town. And I can't get a stupendously cheap, fast internet connection at this address either.
  2. Making money.
    Steem rewards have really helped me dodge the absolute bottom since after 2 weeks getting familiar with the platform. I have debts that should be repaid soon, which will see me paid up to the end of the month. But I am just not quite getting what I need to do to gain enough, that I can jump over the big obstacle in my path.
  3. Not constantly consoling myself...
    The insurmountable obstacles, and the low cost of stupifying beverages, is not helping either. Not my digestive system, and not my ability to think clearly and systematically. I have a congenital impairment to my concentration, I still have neither found the cause, comprehensively and with certainty, nor any remedy that works well enough to allow myself to make my thought processes productive to actually implementing any steps towards a solution. I am losing money to both alcohol and tobacco consumption, and gaining nothing in return except a little elimination of temporary discomforts, ones that can completely immobilise my motivation and morale.
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We will all experience every hexagram from every possible outcome. The well is your values and motivations as well as the subconscious that influences your perception. The world is your home, maybe heading south to warm weather is a good plan? The beauty is its up to you, make any plan and do it, find the Internet and write about your time. I've enjoyed your writing so far, goodluck Lok1!

This one is my favourite because it represents the most central principle of organising one's life. First things first.

Did you note the" old lines, when drawing this hexagram? They are the ones on the brink of changing into the opposite, and are a part of a reading, by showing how the situation is changing. That is why it is called "The Book of Changes".
You should get 2 hexagrams, to see the dynamics. I understand, that it might be just an illustration to your situation, but it is an intersting system.

No, it was a static hexagram. I use an android app that has a text on it. I also have vague memories of some meanings, like that one that's all yin except the top (imminent collapse).

This one was spot on, directing my attention to prioritising my efforts and resources to urgent needs. Well, not a hell of a lot to be done just yet, but I have got maybe 150bgn coming in by early next week and i'm going to try and keep focused.

I got a whitepaper in the works for a tool for agorist corporations, including counterilntelligence information distribution, an internal investment/share system, safety signals like go dark for 24 hours or total kill/wipe all member's installations to prevent attackers identifying positively associates (and assistive tools for geocache distribution).

it's getting me juicy so, i'm ok right now, got foods and some degree of comforts.

a nice shiny whitepaper for an integrated agorist, plausibly deniable association including reputation, order management, isolated operational units. it's like spy games, but business :)

Spy games and business come hand in hand, since information is really important!

Yeah, I have just been having a bit of fun writing the glossary of my Whitepaper. It sorta is not just the roles and the status codes, but also the instructions and the bad geeky jokes.

I'm getting there, anyhoo, back to the meaty bits. All the magick parts are going to be in the subclasses of the instant message and email objects. They has the Code that saves you from Doom, and leaves you as Toast, until the underground railroad comes for you :)

PHEAR tHE bUTTON

BGN-- what country?

Bulgaria. My adopted home, and I feel it in my blood, that I am sure that 10000 years ago, this is where my bloodline, and the specific genes I possess, originated.