Welcome Home @barrycooper! I think Steemit appeals especially to those of us who are a little controversial in one way or another. I love how effortless you make it look to be vulnerable and open. Certainly, it's the way to be on Steemit. I introduced myself before I realized not everybody does and there are things that may change before I get them straight. I think fumbling around is something everyone here has done, even if they can't remember it. Those who are giving you flak should ease up. From comments here, it seems others are on your side, too. I certainly consider you to be an inspiration and a community asset. I'm glad you're here!