I get it! I took a couple days off of steemit my reason was not work it was more like depression. I woke up and thought Why do anything if things I do are not making the difference needed. I found out last week something I have felt for years is so true. Abbi family the true blood family of which I thought loved her could care less what happens to her or me as her guardian. I am still fighting to understand.

Learning that your support team is not on the same boat as you. I am although a strong women that get back up and takes all needs and will work them all out.
Kind of like nature We will survive by adapting to our environment. No matter what shit others put on us.

Love to you