Once upon a time i was very cool, calm, simple, hardworking and most importantly a disciplined guy. My all activity right from morning till bed night was very disciplined, i was very determined in all aspect of my life, i had a clear vision, but from last couple of years particularly after 2014, my life has taken a complete U turn. I got perished at the very early stage of my life. I dont really know what went wrong with me, such a sudden and hammered down fall. why ? why ? why ?. I have asked millions times these to me. But never got the answer.
I am unable to find the fault and that is the reason why i am unable to solve the problems of my life. I have been suffering each and every second. If i wish to sleep, i am unable to do so, if i want to have some food, i am unable to so, i have become weak and most importantly i have become impatient, patience has disappeared from my life. Please anybody help me, i am reeling through severe depressions. I dont really know what should i do. I just want to have some penny to feed my stomach, i am really feeling hungry, i dont know since when i have not taken food properly. My health has also been degraded, and my mind is also unhealthy at the moment.
If i am trying to practice yoga to become stable, i am unable to, if i am trying something i dont know why my mind is looking for a sudden result and i know very well that is never possible. Everything needs time. Is it the end of my existence, my identity or in other words, am i approaching the end of my existence ?. I dont really know. In fact where the destiny will take me is uncertain !! Oh God please help me to get out of such a situation. I want to be back to a normal life.
Please steemian help me.
Try to enjoy the simple things in life. Like a tea of coffee. Some lunch. A walk. Get into nature, I enjoy relaxing by a stream, or go somewhere you always wondered about. There are plenty of places nearby everyone that we overlook because its familiar. Or the best way is just go and be nice to some stranger or a friend family member, when your helping someone else we tend to not focus on ourselves.
I am going thru a rough patch myself and sometimes I want to run away.
But things can always be worse, and I remember life has its ups and downs like a wave and it will get better.
But my life is heavily down and i am unable to get off from that position. Life in itself has become scary, in fact i want to quit, but that is also horrible, i wish euthanasia should be justified to my case.
In which phase of life you feeling uncertain bro ? Carrer wise ?
If you feel like to talk, then you can chat with me on steemit chat @vishal09.
Yes career and also i have finance problem in my life, everybody has left me alone .
This is india, career wise toh sab ki lagi hai bhai.
We cant over somethings, which makes us more upsetting but we can control or chose not to overthink about it. Trust me by not dwelling on such thoughts will give you space to think about other things.
Jo hoga so hoga/
haan bhai aap sahi bol rahe hain...dhanyavaad...
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Interesting thoughts