For the entirety of my life I have struggled heavily with self-esteem issues. Those problems were manifested in several different ways; Perhaps I am too scrawny.. Perhaps I am too overweight.. Perhaps I am no attractive enough.. Perhaps I am not smart enough.. I am truly blessed today to understand that all of those issues, those problems, were only superficial and only held as much worth and power that I gave them. One year ago I would have never been able to make these posts due to my own personal insecurities. The freedom that I have gained over trial and error is far more powerful than any type of emotion (negative or positive) that I have ever dealt with in the past. I hope to inspire everyone with my project and to hopefully teach a pertinent single idea.' We are capable of doing anything we put our mind to as long as we accept that we are free.' 
@Jerrybanfield I hope this post can help you find a type of clarity with what we spoke about earlier on the phone!