Hello Vaan, first congratulate you for another great drawing you've done, I love your technique and the finish you give to your works.
With regard to what you say in your post I totally agree with your words, I personally have been many years without painting or drawing, for various reasons, but there was a time that had no inspiration and everything I did I went very badly , I saw other jobs of people and wanted to do it like that, but that is not the way to go, each one has a different touch or inspiration from others and we can not want to be equal to people we admire, we must have constancy, tenacity and not give up , continue to do our style that some will like and others do not, but remain true to our work, I have now published a work I did 22 years ago, I presented @dresden, convinced me that published it, and I was very pleased with the votes and opinions has given people. Continues so you're an artist.