What if I loved you?
What if I loved you? Yes,
I will never deny it
Although I love you,
it was never a good business,
but I loved you; I loved you without thinking
beyond your doubts,
that always ended in fights.
What if I loved you? Yes,
I loved with passion
that mysterious and silent look,
who searched eagerly for my virtues,
I loved your extravagant manias
at bedtime,
and your way of going poking
my lips with your kisses.
What if I loved you? Yes,
I've never denied that,
loved with fervor
That strange way of loving me,
and that arrogant freedom
to spread your wings and fly,
and one day you flew so high, you flew so far away,
that you forgot the way back
What if I loved you?
I think I still love you,
I'm still here waiting for you at the door
despite knowing that you will not come back