Oil paints are such a mess to work with but the texture jumps out of the canvas. You capture this life well in your photograph.

Interpretation:

I'm sorry to say but my interpretation of this painting is a struggle with light and darkness. Maybe a last call to overcome that darkness but finally a surrender into what is unknown.

I wrote this interpretation first and read that you were listening to Nirvana later. I can see the correlation between the music and the painting now. It is definitely loud and emotional.