Good for you for putting yourself out there. I too struggle with drawing daily. It's a goal of mine because I want my kids to see me doing something I enjoy so they can learn to keep doing what makes them happy. It's not selfish, it's self-care. I've been working on colored pencil portraits and just finished a really cool eye tutorial. I'll share it with you when I figure out how to put photos in comments. (Can you do that?) Lots to learn here!