There’s this REALITY life that you know you have to live because it’s how the world will work in your favor. Then there‘s this other life, that life you want to live. The one that makes you feel most like yourself.
I feel stuck somewhere in between my old life and my new life. What is going on and why didn’t I keep the feeling of being in control and watching my life get better. I'm caught between 2 worlds - The world I've created for myself & the world society expects me to live in. The world where I'm a loner & dislike having other humans in my personal space & the world which expects me to get married & also have kids.
Keep thinking things like this is absolutely mind fucking. I try to see things as they arre which is peace.
There is indeed a reality we have come to know and believe that it works in our favor, but I think in truth it is actually holding us back. We get stuck in the belief that this is the way, as that is all we and society have ever known or been shown. And because everyone else is doing it, we are expected to do it too.
But following our own inspiration speaks to our soul, and will get us out of the mind fuck. It's a huge challenge and takes a lot of personal bravery to embrace the life of one's dreams. The walk between worlds is a very fine line, but once we stick our toes, our feet, our hands our legs.....over the line, we can experience a taste of the dream and know it is there whenever we choose. It is possible, and we can do it whenever we dedicate our lives to it.