My Birthday

Hello,

It's my birthday today , a little bit ha ha and I don't feel it. Like in my head I know and acknowledge this as a fact but it's not like it used to be. I wonder if others are feeling the same about their birthdays.

It didn't used to be like this. It used to be a big deal, I would gather friends and celebrate and etc, but now I don't want all that attention anymore. I don't want the gifts either. Sure it's nice to receive presents and attention, but if I don't , then I am still ok with that.

I am trying to feel something more in regards to my birthday , and again , I acknowledge that it's my birthday and I love this day, I just don't feel "it" . Maybe because it fell on a Monday. I was celebrated over the week end by my boyfriend and my roommate and I am grateful for the attention. In my heart, I am keeping this day close to me. I am celebrating inside - but more on the symbolism of this day and not the fact that I am a year older.

So, this is my jiber jabber about my birthday and I am going to have a slice of coconut cake that I bought for my self. Plus, it's zero calories day today. So yay...I can have my cake and eat it too.

Namaste,

Diana