This is a great post. I think you may be discovering something similar to what the early Christians discovered in the midst of being persecuted for their faith: that the source of their freedom came from God living inside of them and empowering them, not their external circumstances. Jobs and routines definitely have their place, but even so, we're all called to live for a higher purpose than those things. That's where the restlessness comes from, when we think the things are the higher purpose and that there is nothing more.