Thanks for the time to read it @tryskele!
We all walk our own path, so if you feel it's not the best thing for I'd think you are probably right, if you can't relinquish control you probably would be in for a rough ride on DMT.
I lost control of my life when I broke my back and became dependent on my wife for everything. I've also been pronounced dead in an ambulance before as well so losing control on DMT was probably easier for me than it would be for many.