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That's a terrible job. You should quit right now. There has to be a better job than that. Not to sound too harsh, but it sounds like there's a reason you weren't able to come this year. Funny how it was because of your work too.

You don't want to be there telling people what you do for a living. You don't want to be there hiding your dirty little secret either.

You're completely right. An anarchist stuck in between a rock and hard place.