At first when I was middle age I thought of a hand-painted artwork, when I saw from my senior that the hands of the hand is very beautiful if we love something we love.After that I think that I can not afford to do something under my skin. But if we do with sincerity and love it all can happen what is in our mind. so I try to do a very difficult art that eventually bit by bit to produce the results. Initially I tried on the picture below this is a simple painting but in my opinion it is a perfect word .... 
then I try again until it is fruitful result alhamdulillah until at last I can feel what I really want 