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tarekbaalouch (38)in #esteem • 6 years ago
’d drink a cup of coffee and bullshit with you
I’d drink a cup of coffee and bullshit with you anytime and I know two other people who would. My sister a long time ago said to me “ I’m not broken don’t try to fix me” and that…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #humble • 6 years ago
I want to always exist so I don't understand those feelings and can imagine it is hard because a lot of people
want to live and exist and we get through are lows by forcing ourselves to look at the positive, think positive and speak positive and if that isn't working most go to on drugs…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #reality • 7 years ago
When my grandmother sent me I always came back with a size of switch that fit the punishment but when
When my grandmother sent me I always came back with a size of switch that fit the punishment but when I did something really bad, I never came back with one I could not handle…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #reality • 7 years ago
Marcia Cristina as pessoas que
Marcia Cristina as pessoas que cresceram mentalmente, fisicamente e espiritualmente sabem que amadurecimento não é encontrado em momentos de confortos é sim nos momentos difíceis.
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #reality • 7 years ago
This numbness is debilitating.
This numbness is debilitating. It's been so long since I've felt an ounce of genuine happiness and love. I've tried to feel again and to understand this emotional numbness, but…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #reality • 7 years ago
Why do we push away the people that genuinely
Why do we push away the people that genuinely care for us, and stick around for those that don’t give a damn about us? Is it human nature or something? Like I think this happens…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #reality • 7 years ago
The truth is,
The truth is, you can't please everybody no matter how good of a person you are but that's okay because it's not your job to please them. What's important is you prioritize your…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #life • 7 years ago
We're all damaged in our own way
We're all damaged in our own way . Nobody's perfect. I think we're all somewhat screwy. Every single one of us , but some of us lucky to have someone in there life , that one…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #heart • 7 years ago
lost my close friend
I lost my close friend 😞 this made me very sad and i can't talk about this with anyone i just was telling him about the things that make me sad and now he's not here anymore…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #safe • 7 years ago
wish you were here to be my comfortable zone .
I wish you were here to be my comfortable zone .. To be my secret keeper ..To be my friend ..To be my father if it needs .. To enjoy every moment .. To go every place we like it…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #life • 7 years ago
Well, Sometimes you are unsatisfied with your life, while many people in this world
Well, Sometimes you are unsatisfied with your life, while many people in this world are dreaming of living your life. A child on a farm sees a plane fly overhead and dreams of…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #life • 7 years ago
She surrounded herself with a hardened ornamental
She surrounded herself with a hardened ornamental shell, suggesting to others that it was strong, steadfast, unsteady. But with a fragile spirit, like a thin piece of glass…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #life • 7 years ago
That’s life. You’re not sure of anything
I can relate to that. It takes a while but you will find either true love or happiness. I’m not happy at all, but I’m in progress to approach it. I found love but I’m not sure of…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #life • 7 years ago
Introduce me to your demons before your friends.
Show me your broken pieces, deadly wounds, ugly scars, catastrophic mistakes, dramatic failures, embarrassing weaknesses, shameful insecurities, ill temper, sick motives, sinking…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #esteem • 7 years ago
Can do what i want
Can't do what i want , can't say what i feel , can't be myself because everyone is looking at me waiting me to do something wrong to make fun of me and laugh at me xD how can i…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #love • 7 years ago
Do you feel bad? Miserable? Depress? Anxious? Down? I am here! Your virtual diary
Hello. Do you feel bad? Miserable? Depress? Anxious? Down? I am here! Your virtual diary. My inbox is always open to help. Remember, this is just a bad day. Not a bad life.…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #news • 7 years ago
be spending my life with the most extreme woman ever someday, that she'll never leave
I'll be spending my life with the most extreme woman ever someday, that she'll never leave me, no matter how hard the circumstances be, we'll still be together. I'll just listen…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #esteem • 7 years ago
This'd be a lot better if the author put punctuations.
Introduce me to your foes before your friends. Show me your broken pieces, deadly wounds, ugly scars, catastrophic mistakes, dramatic failures, embarrassing weaknesses, shameful…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #life • 7 years ago
have a three year relationship with someone. But lately, I've been feeling confused
I have a three year relationship with someone. But lately, I've been feeling confused about somebody else. And it's not physical or something. It's more than that. It's very…
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tarekbaalouch (38)in #esteem • 7 years ago
Honestly
, I've got a bad day today: I lost my wallet and my ids, got no financial aid, lost my job, and I've have paperworks due next week. I'm not sure how I will live but this saved me…
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