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• lamb2hogg (50)in #suicide • 6 years ago

  Suicide? Who'd have thought it.

  I'm 52, suffered losses, close ones. Self harmed briefly as a teenager, but never ever had suicidal thoughts. After a tough argument with my youngest, 15 year old daughter, I…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #life • 7 years ago

  How long can you carry the guilt? Demons in my head....

  This is probably the most difficult post I have ever written. Four out of four. As indicated in my last post, my eldest daughter has come clean with her particular mental…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #mental-health • 7 years ago

  Mental health acceptance and awareness? Aye, whatever...

  Starting post as many previous, widowed mother of four, feckin' blah blah blah.... So I'm just about accepting my youngest daughter being referred to the mental health services…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #steemit • 7 years ago

  To my followers; I'm truly humbled 🤗

  When I opened my Steem account last year, I wasn't really sure what to expect. All I knew, is that I had stories to tell. Stories I WANTED to share, but not on the usual social…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #animals • 7 years ago

  Can't do anything right for getting it wrong...

  So, as told in my previous posts, I had a lovely wee lamb from 2 days old, who sadly passed away unexpectedly at 10 months. Also, as told in my previous posts, I am a widowed…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #animals • 7 years ago

  I'm broken...😭😭😭

  It's with the heaviest of hearts that I write this post. Sadly, after a very short illness, our wee Murph has passed away in his sleep, last night. To say we are devastated…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #life • 7 years ago

  Good cop or bad cop? Does it actually make any f**kin' difference?

  Widowed mum of four, blah blah blah blah blah, said all that before. Teenager land, seriously?? Who would want to be there? So today, after trying soooooo hard to convince my…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #life • 7 years ago

  Does love only happen once in lifetime?

  Six years on, and my head is once again filled with memories that, let's just say, aren't the happiest, but still something I wouldn't want to lose. By now, life had become…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #mindfulness • 7 years ago

  Don't be stupid, how the heck can that work?

  It started about October, or there abouts. Three kids living at home, and another elsewhere, plus other close family, all to buy for for Christmas, and literally NO money…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #photography • 7 years ago

  Seize the moment, before it's gone

  Spotted this stunning piece of ice art, straight from nature's book. Only got one shot. As soon as I tried to take it from a different angle, my crazy, goofy English pointer…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #winter • 7 years ago

  Winter beauty

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #life • 7 years ago

  If you can offer another explanation, I'd love to hear it...

  As mentioned before, I've been a widow for over five years now. In that time, it's fair to say that I've had more than my share of money worries. Especially trying to raise three…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #life • 7 years ago

  Let's face it, have you ever given a sheep a blow dry..?

  Standing making a pot of tea, not really concentrating on what I'm doing, although just enough to stop pouring the boiling water before it cascades over the edge of my tea pot.…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #life • 7 years ago

  The hardest part is letting go, not taking part...

  I thought this year would be different. I'd said, at the start of 2017, that it would be, or at least that was the idea. Every year until now, I've gone to the same place, on…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #life • 7 years ago

  Have you ever actually tried this? You won't believe how hard it is!

  So, as I've said before, I was widowed five years ago. Lately I've been thinking I'm in the right place to enter into a new relationship. Now, at 50 years old, and 30 years out…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #internet • 7 years ago

  How much? Domain drain, the rising cost of the internet.

  I am self employed, running an online business where I sell new and used mountain bike and general cycle parts, repairs and servicing. The majority of my business comes from my…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #life • 7 years ago

  Obsessive compulsive disorders, tragedy or benefit?

  Apart from having a sheep and two pointers, I also have three of my four children (teenagers), living at home. The fourth visits frequently, sometimes eating with us too. My…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #life • 7 years ago

  That moment when you find out who you TRULY are...

  Thinking about family tonight, got me thinking about one of the craziest things that happened to me about ten years ago. I was adopted as a baby, and had known this from around…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #life • 7 years ago

  When you don't get the deal you signed up to.

  I'm actually at my wit's end. Doesn't matter what I let her away with, how much money I give her, or what I say to her, the response is just awful. I understand the plight of…

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• lamb2hogg (50)in #animals • 7 years ago

  You can't make this sh*t up!!!!!

  We've probably all had that dog, or maybe even cat, who gets fed by your neighbour, so runs towards them every time they appear. Yeah, have you ever had the same reaction from…

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