kesityu.fashion (73)in Reflections • 2 days agoTrading Comfort for GrowthI am no longer asking: "Why am I doing this?" Meanwhile other people still ask me: “But why are you doing this?” “Irgendwie muess mer sich ja beschäftige…” (Somehow we have to find a way to passkesityu.fashion (73)in Reflections • 9 days agoFinding the one person that will always be around. “Aren’t you getting bored when you are by yourself all day?” Is a frequent question people ask me. When I happen to tell them about the bike trips I do by myself. That question left me speechless the firstkesityu.fashion (73)in Cycling • last monthChanging perspectives: Is everything just Mindset?My legs are as heavy as my mind. Everything feels like discomfort and suffering in front as much as behind me. I am in the middle of it. Hundreds of kilometers left to cycle and I barely manage to do 50kesityu.fashion (73)in Reflections • last monthHow would you describe freedom to someone who doesn’t know?My body is tired my mind wide awake as I push my bike out of the trees on to the top of the hill. Bright light and a sea of fog beneath me, the sun didn’t rise yet. I lean my bike against the bench I hadkesityu.fashion (73)in Cycling • last monthChasing the Sun: A Journey Up the MountainsIn the myst of a late morning I leave Eva’s Home. The fire had been already burning in the stove when I got down into her kitchen, the smell of coffee unfolding in the air. Our conversations are stillkesityu.fashion (73)in Reflections • 2 months agoYou can get yourself out of anything, you got yourself into.“If you can’t get up there by yourself you have to find another tree.” Is what I heard from my parents as a kid, when I asked them to lift me up a tree that was too big for me to get on top by myself.kesityu.fashion (73)in Reflections • 2 months agoA big mess and a crazy plan. I am sitting in the middle of a big mess. Is it ever going to change? And do I want it to? Since a few days I am watching that last orange Flower, surrounded by leaves turning yellow and golden, coveredkesityu.fashion (73)in Cycling • 3 months agoClimbing up this mountain - 2'429m by bike.In front of me I can see the road going up in endless serpentines. Suddenly I have to assume, the two hours of climbing I had done previously haven’t been part of the real thing. It is still all in frontkesityu.fashion (73)in Cycling • 4 months agoWhere should I sleep tonight?Just cycled up 1500meters, because I didn’t have a better idea what to do with this day. Now I am unable to move any further. I sit in a little shed full of fire wood which doesn’t protect me from thekesityu.fashion (73)in Cycling • 4 months agoCycling through the Alps by myself.How many days can you fit into 24hours? Morning view on a banana tree and a huge mountain in the background. Sleeping above the cows eating their cheese for dinner. Endless conversations over fresh breadkesityu.fashion (73)in Cycling • 4 months agoHow hard can it be?“Are you sure you want to go up there with the bike?” asks the first person coming down the mountain. And the second, and the next one too. “How do they mean: ‘if I am sure’?” I wonder. As I am in thekesityu.fashion (73)in Cycling • 4 months agoEvery Adventure starts out as chaos.The closer the day comes the less I want to leave the more I need to leave. And I know I wouldn’t want to stay, even if I changed my mind. At 5 am I wake up somewhere between a dream and my alarm clock.kesityu.fashion (73)in Reflections • 5 months ago“That’s just not who I am.”Some people are rich and some aren’t. Some have a six-pack some don’t. Some people just have good luck in life and some life with bad luck. Some people are happy and some aren’t. For many years I thought:kesityu.fashion (73)in Reflections • 5 months agoDo I miss you? Are we done for good? Or are you about to come back into my life? How long do you need to miss something before you can let it back into your life? And when is it better to leave it in the past and movekesityu.fashion (73)in Reflections • 5 months agoThe spell is broken. Where have you been today, one year ago? From time to time, I like to go through the photos on my phone, pick the exact day one year ago just to see how far I have come since. There are phases. Phaseskesityu.fashion (73)in Reflections • 5 months agoFreedom at 6am. stuck in the Bus to work.In which moments do you feel freedom the most? Love and Freedom. The more conditions are tied to each, the harder it becomes to feel it. While you can not force either of them to be there or show up orkesityu.fashion (73)in Reflections • 5 months agoDo you choose joy or sadness?The comfort of a dualistic world. Separating things into one or the other might offer comfort or a sense of control over the events of life happening to us. When things are seldom just one or the other.kesityu.fashion (73)in Reflections • 6 months agoIs it a business or a hobby? Why am I writing, to who, what about and what for? That’s where I am at, again. Wondering which word will make it out of my head into these letters and which ones I better keep for myself. Who is goingkesityu.fashion (73)in Hive Book Club • 6 months agoLove Life.The books I read: “Love Life” by Matthew Hussey. “Instead of putting my in-the-moment feelings in charge, I always ask myself this question: Is this a thing, that once it’s over, makes me say, “I’am gladkesityu.fashion (73)in Reflections • 6 months agoWhen did you stop learning? Does education stop somewhere between your teens and late twenties? The question on how to educate kids is a recurrent one. With people who have kids themselves, with others working with kids, remembering