heartbeat1515 (63)in #blog • last yearThe first step is to make a difference in the futureThe past will always be there, lingering deep in our memory. We cannot prevent our brain from recalling it nor that we cannot prevent any events in our life from triggering the…heartbeat1515 (63)in #life • last yearGet out of the land of despair.There is a promised land, Somewhere prepared for each, It's the promise of freedom and endless happiness, It is given to me, to you, and to them with a condition to be…heartbeat1515 (63)in #life • last yearImpossible to rejectKindness of a friend makes me happy. Sometimes I feel guilty on being care for since I don't have much to give in return. I kept working on my little crochet bussiness but…heartbeat1515 (63)in #life • last yearTo never repeat againNo tears are flowing down my cheeks, But the pain inside still exists, The memories linger unerasable. Every day only a smile can cover my emptiness, Only laughter can hide…heartbeat1515 (63)in #life • 2 years agokopungit Hill Hiking trail review.I started hiking this year(2023) and planned to visit all the site mentioned at Kopungit Hill, Kota Kinabalu. We(my daughter and I) accomplished this mission last sunday on the…heartbeat1515 (63)in #life • 2 years agoBreaking through weaknessesIt has been a year and 3 days now being a single mother. It has been a wonderful time with my daughter until now. We have a lot more freedom instead of being stuck in the house…heartbeat1515 (63)in #blog • 2 years agoKeeping the spirit upBeing alone in raising a child is surely not an easy task. I cannot even imagine those single parents out there raising two or more children on their own. I have only been…heartbeat1515 (63)in #life • 2 years agoFacing daily struggle."You are wasting your time by being stressed. Instead of being frustrated and stressing out yourself, why not use that time to think about a solution?" "Stop thinking about…heartbeat1515 (63)in #life • 2 years agoThinking of a solutionYesterday, I was driving until I am out of petrol. Luckily my father came to save me. The dashboard did not even show a sign that the oil is almost finished. No blinking at all.…heartbeat1515 (63)in #life • 2 years agoRunning on faithYesterday, my collegue offer her cooking which is 'mee kari'. How I miss the taste of 'mee kari' since it is a nostalgic food for me. This is one of the food that I am craving to…heartbeat1515 (63)in #life • 2 years agoPersonalityWhen we read about personality, who is the first person that come into mind? Perhaps someone else? When did we think about our own personality? In my opinion, we should be…heartbeat1515 (63)in #life • 2 years agoMy lazy days(It's time to end it)I have been spending a lot of my time doing nothing. I am losing my muscle power, losing my lung endurance, and cardio fitness with all the resting that I have been doing. Last…heartbeat1515 (63)in #life • 2 years agoKopungit Hill Hiking trailLive for the better. We started to do some physical training, my daughter and I. I want to have a better endurance so that I can cope with my daughter activeness.…heartbeat1515 (63)in #life • 2 years agoSomething inside.It felt a little bit heavier thinking about the way to get some extra money on my hands for now. A lot of people give suggestions and I believe that I have been trying their…heartbeat1515 (63)in #life • 2 years agoSelf rewardsI started to bring my daughter for exercise like hiking, walking in the park, and playing in the playground. She has been having a good night's sleep lately and that is good…heartbeat1515 (63)in #teammalaysia • 2 years agoThank God I have youacoustic music Thank God, I have you *When you smile I can't help it to smile along with you You are the beat of my heart You are the choco before my late You are the…heartbeat1515 (63)in #life • 2 years agoI thought...We are used to saying... No I can't I don't know I cannot do that To all the things that we never even tried. We rarely say... Yes, I can give that a try I think I can learn that slowly I can do that betterheartbeat1515 (63)in #life • 2 years agoThe strength withinThe good thing about having a daughter while being single is a blessing especially when you think that you are all alone . Nobody is totally alone in this world. At least…heartbeat1515 (63)in #life • 2 years agoDo it for yourselfI was feeling down because of the financial burden that I now have to carry on my own, and a friend said to me. You can give your best to treat your patients, why can't you do something for yourself? Iheartbeat1515 (63)in #life • 2 years agoLife at the worstThings are slow but I believe the struggle will end soon. People said that life is like a wheel. There will be up and down. I felt like I have been at the bottom for too long and…