PostsCommentsPayoutsbeelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 9 hours agoMany Chances to Improve. Too many?Yesterday wasn't my best day. Interestingly, it had to do with world politics, something that usually never affects me in any way. But this time it did, and quite a bit, as I'll…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 2 days agoMore Snow in Space and MindAnd guess who's a happy girl? She was dancing in the snow, trying to catch them with her open mouth, built a miniature snowman, ran around and just enjoyed it. Meanwhile, I had…beelzael (73)in Reflections • 5 days agoThank you, Hive!This has been my first year writing on Hive, and you have no idea how much that helped me. I was always a writer in the sense that I expressed myself far better in letters than…beelzael (73)in Hand Written • 6 days agoThoughts on MA, Meditations, Book 3, Chapter 5Never acting unwillingly nor hesitant is the result of a clean conscience which itself stems from a coherence between values and actions. It's more of an utopia, an ideal, and…beelzael (73)in Reflections • 7 days agoRE - Suffering Math.Learning math is not about being able to calculate an integral. You'll probably never have to do that again. It's about solving problems, and that I can guarantee you, you'll…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 8 days agoKOTOR 2.Remember that game? Knights of the Old Republic. At least for me it was the first game that I could PAUSE without really pausing, but making strategic decisions, apply changes…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 9 days agoToday is a good day.I finally got my good friend @socraticmthd to allow me to help him publish the probably final edit how his Novel "The Man with the Luminous Eyes" as a pre-read here on PeakD.…beelzael (73)in Deutsch D-A-CH • 12 days agoEine wahrhaft frohe Weihnacht. / A truly merry Christmas.(English below) Alter, bin ich müde. Die von euch, die auch in den Feiertagen angekommen sind, haben bestimmt ein ähnliches Gefühl. Obwohl außer Mutti keiner von uns irgendwie…beelzael (73)in PRAETORIA • 14 days agoThe Hype is over. A new dawn?Land cards are all crafted. Wood is back under GF 1, meaning again it is more efficient to farm Grain and sell it, instead of producing wood. But that's okay, we had a great…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 15 days agoA kind of Balrog.I dissipate from myself, take a step back, looking at me and her arguing, surprised. See myself indulging in being mean, in hurting her, because it's easy, she doesn't stand a…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 16 days agoBack in time. There are quite a few things about being home that haven't changed. Things that stir up memories. Things that I will miss when back in Ecuador again. Things that have not…beelzael (73)in HiveGarden • 18 days agoApple Tree & Crumble & CakeI kind of stole this idea from @deirdyweirdy, who found some apples on the road thanks to her outstanding manifestation skills , leaving every self-proclaimed new-age-guru…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 20 days agoTerror's long shadow.This is the first time in Germany in December for me since 2012. For good reasons, I always come between May and August. Northern German weather is generally not amusing this…beelzael (73)in Reflections • 21 days agoI'll buy back in later.It’s been almost a year as active blogger on Hive now, and I’ve come across a few speculators that sell all their Hive immediately, and say that they’re going to buy it back…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 22 days agoThe ultimate Love Potion.So, relationships, eh? Every time I think I made up the perfect recipe, found everything I wanted, a woman comes along and makes me mix up everything once again. There just is no…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 23 days agoCoziness Blues.I was a bit scared of coming back. The last winter that I spent in Germany was not a good one, probably the good old winter depression thanks to lack of Vit-D. That was 2012.…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • 24 days agoMemory, memory.We are memories. Our hole personality is built on memories, of which most are forgotten, learning experiences we once had, burned into our brains or muscles or nerves, and…beelzael (73)in Reflections • 26 days agoJust more books. I bought a book today. In a bookstore. Okay, I bought three, but only one was right there, in the discount section. There was a moment of weirdness, as I know both the author as…beelzael (73)in Reflections • 27 days agoThink or feel.May father and I are very different in how we approach problems, and yesterday he told me about an experience that fascinated him and helped him immensely, solving a problem –…beelzael (73)in Weekend Experiences • last monthHugs & Farewells.This time tomorrow I'm in Guayaquil, and in 26h on a flight to Germany. If everything goes well, bureaucracy has its weird way here... I had to change the permit to leave the…